Memory..Love this Video

Easter at Home

Easter 2009

Dying the eggs and the HAND

Red white and blue

Basket from Papa and Grandma

From Mom and dad

Hunting for eggs

The GOLDEN EGG

Happy Easter

Easter Weekend (Friday and Saturday) In Photo's

K waiting for the Train Ride at our Churches Egg hunt

K being K

All The Eggs (10,000 Eggs that is)

Riding the Train the 2nd time around

At the Egg hunt with our play group..This was the most fun he had at this one..Our play group wont be going here again they had the 4 and under running next to the road and parking lot looking for eggs. And no they didn't close the parking lot off or anything...Oh They wanted it to be just the kids but none of the parents were having that with the area they had the 4 and under at. Last year this group of kids were in the baseball Field with a fence around it so the kids could just go at it. HUGE safety concern.

Easter 2009

The 1st in 10 years

Today as I listened to music I heard the message " New beginnings for you." For 10 years now I have had a great sense of healing from that dreaded day of a CT scan phone call that came a couple hours later. But with that said I have had in the back of my head of WHY ME or I must of done something really awful for God to punish me. Not really understanding what happened. My life was forever changed in a way I wish it hadn't but at the same time glad it had. I wont go into details here about it all. Some know half of it but no one besides for God knows it all. I get high anxiety with any bump or bruise or illness that last more then 2.5 secs. Something I just kept to my self of my hidden fear. Well today as listening to music I felt that sense of total calmness of the message that was sent to me back in 1999. It's like today I have been given the key to join this world again. What I mean is for 10 years it's been like I've been walking about with this Worry that has effected the way I lived. It has always held me back to so much. Now today I feel like I have a new breath today. I can't help but cry with this huge smile on my face that I can't wipe off (like I would ever want to wipe that off).

So today is a NEW Beginning of the old me. The one I often look back at and LOVE. I don't have to be strong for everyone else like I felt I had to do back in 1999. I can stand tall and be me the mom I want to be the wife I want to be and the daughter/granddaughter in who I really am.

Love to you all. Hugs